Even if you are not prepared to serve God, at least be wise and reverence Him.  Prayerfully seek him and his will for you in your life and for the strength and desire to do His will.  Some doors are open for you, some are closed.  Some may be unlocked for you, others you are not to enter.  God has all the keys and will unlock the doors you need to go through at the appropriate time.  Seek Him.  Seek his will.  He WILL answer!